the complicated confession

Got used to 10 mg of nicotine twice… helps as nature therapy though with sun exposure… need to avoid 6 am smoke

The withdrawal due to p*rn addiction caused withdrawal symptoms in snp and caused NRB yet another reason but mistake will remain a mistake. NRB is a single largest mistake that I have ever done po*n addiction also caused math and physical teacher lust

Sp**m age has been considered too apart from time in womb. 40 confusion is strong and evident. Attending Battula Suresh twins’ function tomorrow as 40 NO longer YOUNG… need to adapt to middle-age putting behind the past parents alive, Marg kicking, aaron@5, new Pope, no tech updated skills, 104 wt, 4 HMs and going, 40 age function on Oct 2, Aaron arcade ready, etc in the air pr219 will be a lifelong regret 1 week more to reach oct 1 - to reach 40