the complicated confession

Found my peace in Proverbs 2:19. Purchased Proverbs + Psalms book from Amazon with this translation. need to read this daily. Chose 2025 year to be a year dedicated to engineering. I am engineer-first and only then anything else. by Aaron bday, considering birth to start at conception, I’ll be in 39th year

This is only field Teja is aware of. I gained it here even though I lost a lot because of it in school days’incident it does haunt now too, and got clean chit for the epiphany story basing on this

It’s real. This led you to cbz and hence it’s a disorder and hence 4 mg. It dampens the libido. No cure to it st. Clare and st. Francis of Assisi story is a reference.

It dawned on me that I am a victim of the devil putting false guilt over me. Particularly coz issue is very minor considering the situation and it was definitely false-guilt. the confession was a miscommunication and it is an eye opener about sex beyond marriage. Minor criticism shouldn’t shake you. Be strong and God loves you

Celebrated 37th bday early at westin with Teja and Aaron. somehow Christmas time and maybe winter combined causes a small melancholy that never goes away.

The pain of sizodon intake is hurting and not making life better this pre-Christmas season…. It’s 1 week to go out there is no joy… going to miss office Christmas party also today yelling at parents… dull moods are on… the bike ride was a bad thing… it’s a big regret this Christmas… no sister-burden though… lucky there

Starting Ativan taper today… will be challenging particularly the sleeping part.. I’m ready for avg 4 hr sleep until 2025 starts food also to be taken care of… pranic and satvic food for good sleep sizodon already has sleeping… tough to conquer it… so give up on Ativan